inception of self compassion

2 years ago. (past rumination)

Today I didn’t meet you, but i met myself. I’m no more in this context that I can’t live without you. It’s sad to see a soul so close to mine drifting away, but I can’t design the formation of the clouds.

You lying beautifully throughout our conversations that you made me realize that I’m single and complete now. Water dripping through my eyes is no more present, for this heart that has healed after a big break is a strong new born.

I’ve gotten so far just not by reaching you that I think even though today I didn’t meet you, but I met myself.